"she doesn't even know my name. and even if she did, she'd despise me. she's the coolest girl in school, everyone worships her because she's heaven." --sam (about his crush), love actually
i really still dont get it howcome when we like someone we tend to make a SUPERHUMAN impression of that person as if he or she IS ALL THAT...and we are this teeny-weeny Lilliputian speck beside this seemingly perfect creature. and its a circle because somewhere out there, someone thinks the same about us... and that someone is also thought flawless by this other someone.
*it's a mystery*
that's why people fall in and out of love and in again because no matter how it could at times bring out the insecurities in us, no matter how much tears we get from it, no matter how we detest being nervous and tongue-tied around that person, nothing could compare to the feeling of being in-love/in-like.
when i like someone, any happy thoughts of him makes me smile wherever i am at the moment. whether i'm in a train or jeepney or just walking in some street by myself as long as thoughts of him recur in my head (which apparently happens most often), i just break into a smile and other people seeing me, who has no idea what goes on in my heart, probably think im crazy.
when im in-like, seeing that person's picture or hearing his name being mentioned makes me strangely nervous... and i get abnormally excited just talking to my friends about him when in fact there is nothing there to tell about him except that he's this and that but he hasn't shown any interest on me. *sigh*...and that unexplainable giddiness you think is only fit for highschool kids, but you nevertheless go through because you are under a 'falling-in-like' spell. and how i brush my hair longer in the mornings to make it look like i am in complete control with it so as to avoid any possibilty of him thinking that i am 'at war' with my hair...(which he probably wouldnt notice because he doesnt like you kath, remember?!)...
and there are many other small things about 'falling in like'...i dont know about you but as for me, nothing compares to it. ^_^. so even after liking this guy who ended up with my friend, and this guy who treated me like i'm almost super special to him but just left me hanging [and replied to my mail after nearly two months of silence saying he liked me too that's why he treated me differently but was just too confused that he just decided not to pursue me (too late though coz i fell for this jerk already)], and these bunch of guys who i am not even in speaking terms with (that is to say, we have a completely different circle of friends)...after liking these guys and breaking my heart, here i go again...
(hehehehe...in random order...^_^)
(hehehehe...in random order...^_^)
How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...