just finished watching strawberry on the shortcake. i told myself last night to watch just one episode so i could practice my japanese. at first i liked it because its a story closest to my heart. then i find myself wanting to see one episode after another, never stopping...never sleeping until this morning...because...because...i wished something will change as the story goes on and i was anxious to see the later episodes thinking that what i was hoping to change would happen. but came the last scene, still nothing changed. the movie didnt end the way i hoped it would. and i cried loads i felt like i was about to lose my breath...
i dont know if i should love or hate it.
actually, it was a happy ending.
but i dont know why it made me soOo sad and miserable, i couldnt stop crying. until now. it made me so sad i dont want to go out of my room for the whole day.
*sigh* there was one character i wanted to be happy...but it wasnt her drama. she wasnt the lead role so she didnt get the happy ending...and it made me soOo sad. stories like this should end with everyone happy...stories like this shouldnt be like real life. because people like me watch stories like this hoping to escape from reality...expecting happy endings just like fairy tales. *sigh* its just that... it strung a chord in my heart...
i will never fall in love again if i can help it. were all born to love but its scary, and i dont want it to hurt me. no i wont fall in love.
i am way way too emotional for s.o.s. :(
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How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...