exactly...
its so pathetic and sad (to the nth power) how we hurt so much in silence without even them knowing that theyre hurting us...i want to let them in on how painful it is and blame them for doing the things they do that make us fall for them...then again, it isnt really their fault is it? and neither is it ours. but whoever's fault was it, what makes it more painful is the thought that you are the only one hurting. that at night, you are the only one crying. that at the end of the day, he still hasn't shown the littlest interest on you (or maybe he has but you think youre assuming too much again), while youre there in your room thinking about him and you, and the great impossibility of you ever being together. then you start blaming your thighs, or your hair, or whatever poor part of you body (or wardrobe that day) who's fault you think it is that he didnt notice you today. then you start thinking of the next possible big day, play different scenes in your head of your next encounter when he'll finally see the beauty that is you. then the next day comes but still, nothing happens. the scene you rehearsed in your head the other night didnt happen again. then you'd worry about what could be wrong with you this time...(youre like, 'no it cant be the hair, i ironed it this morning,'...'oh no its my shirt! it doesnt match with my...').its funny now that i think about it. its funny now that i write about it, but it really happens. and it hurts because you go through hell and yet you know theyre not even affected.
i always complain that none of the guys i ever really liked, liked me back but my ate joey asked me, "and do they even know that you liked them?"but is there no other way? do i really have to let them know how i feel? haaayyy...
*sigh*sigh*sigh*
Hi..are u okie? I happened to passs by ur blog..can see that u r stuck in love..need listening ears??I do have such proms too..either the guys i like are attached or married..haha..wat a fate!!
By Princess Sleepy, at 11:53 PM
PrInceSs giVes HonEy a SmooCH...ey thanx. ill be just fine. ^_^. i'd love to have extra listening ears though..(im new here at blogger.com ^_^, what's your email add?)
visit me @ www.princessbedtimestories.blogspot.com... we will talk there..
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How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...