MEET MY PSEUDO ROOMMATE (wenwen)...peacefully dozing in my bed. :D recently my room seemed to have allured her, because she sleeps in it [even takes her futon (beddings) in my room], study in it...and brings food too! haay...im gonna miss this when im back home, along with our friday movie night ritual in the room of whoever has an interesting flick find, the sometimes traumatic saikyosen ride to and fro daigaku (univ.), my ranting about mc in my journ and my apparent feign of disinterest in his presence, our every day dinner at shokudu (my dorm's dining room) while watching the sometimes nonsensical shows (or should i say, commercial?^_^) on jap tv, and many others...
i never liked goodbyes....
you know its not the end of everything because after all once youre friends, you'll always be friends...but its still different, its still hard. coz you know that no matter how you promise to always keep in touch, and no matter how you sincerely want to keep that promise...sometime along the way, being preoccupied with different things inevitably drifts the two of you apart.
i always remember crying whenever i had to say goodbye. maybe im just a cry baby. i cry for the silliest reasons...even an unhappy song could send me crying even when there are other people around.
when i left home to study in a far far away island (cebu. an island south of luzon where manila is), i remember crying like crazy coz i've never experienced being away from home that long...and the tears were also for my high school friends i wouldnt see for a year after spending almost every single day with them for four years (and some longer than that, since primary school). and when i had to leave cebu forever and continue my college in diliman (back home), i cracked up too. i didnt know that a year could actually endear the people ive made friends with there...i didnt know i could easily open up to them (coz i had to really know a person first before i become comfortable around him/her). i didnt know i'd make too many memories with them...
now im away from home for a while again. i remember i was in tears when i boarded the plane that took me here...*sigh*i guess i can imagine now what it would be like when its time to go home already.
how fleeting is time, how soon is tomorrow...
falling star, you are such a sweetheart! Honest if only the world had more people like yourself. I think I would be out of a job. but thats a good thing...ya know remember we were talking about how asians to me are soo peaceful...if only the whole world was asia..hmm now theres a thought lol...but serious us americans we are soo...soo filled with hate...but yea...i better stop before i go off on this too far and then my luck my superiors will see it and....
hehehe...whole world is asia. ^_^i wonder what it would be like that way. it wouldnt be that interesting coz we'd all be the same...err, well almost. distinction is good, i mean we wouldnt know how nice peace is if there's no hostility, or what love is if there's no hatred..
great point! your soo right...but it would be nice to experience a little more peace. In today's day and age its scary to raise a child, at least where I come from. I don't think it should be that way...but honest at least the little tiny part of asia i have been to (south korea) is so peaceful (with the exception of the whole north / south korea thing) but the crime rate is sooo low here...it just doesn't happen like where I come from. If maybe the rest of the world could come back to the more simplistic style of living...
by the way, i like this quote--> "Never break someone's heart, you might be in it" ~Lance ...did you write that yourself? cool. *_*
yes ma'am...back in the day when I was enspired to write...I have been lacking on the inspiration for a few years...but i long to write poetry again...awww...someday...
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How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...