aaargh.
two guy friends at home just told me the "i guess" and the "minor" made all the difference. they were like, so how's m.c.? and i dont have anything to say. and they were telling me what if he likes me too but just couldnt tell me because i only said "i GUESS i like you," and that he's just a "minor crush."
i couldnt tell him he's minor-turned-major like!?!...i couldnt tell him i really like him coz that's giving too much of my thoughts and feelings!?!...thats risking too much!?!...thats like willingly putting my heart in danger!?! but isnt it obvious? heck...would i be doing that video if he wasnt major? would i be doing it for him if its just "i-guess-i-like-you"? i dont do that to just anyone!?! i gave up one of the things i love doing for that video: sleeping!?! i stayed up all night doing it...
i just dont get it. i dont get how boys think. why would my guy friends even think theres a possibility of him liking me?
i think he doesnt. doesnt like me.
Oh, you did tell him he was a "minor" crush? Hm...
Well, the part with the "I guess" was a bit strange, dont you think? It's like you're not really sure, whether you like him or not, you just guess you do. Of course, from your point of view (and mine, too) it's perfectly clear, that if you make a video for someone and send it to him... it has to mean something. And as it requires a lot of courage to do all this, it is probably more than just a little "minor crush". But... you see... he's a guy after all. He cant read your mind. He doesnt know you were up all night doing this video. He doesnt know you never did something like that before.
I dont get how their brain and heart works either... I probably never will. Just be honest and dont expect them to understand, when you dont tell them what's on your mind.
By Anonymous, at 1:42 PM
errm...okashi..not just that..when he asked what minor crush means..i said little..little crush..tiny crush..
to my one and only chatmate,
okay, heres how we think, or heres what i think how we boys think, (get it?) most of us are actually insensitive when it comes to things like this. we cant read your minds and we cant read between the lines because we're afraid that we might read you wrong...like this one, when you say to a guy "i guess i like you", he won't actually feel that you really like him...he will make a conclusion based on just your words and not on the hidden message in between. then you ask "can't he read between the lines?" well unfortunately, it seems that he actually can't...because maybe he's afraid he might read you wrong. or worse, if you told him that he is a minor crush, he might think: "if i'm the minor crush, then there should be a major crush...hmmm" or "if she made a video for his minor crush, which is me by the way, then maybe she made a movie for her major crush...what a lucky guy.." then he might think: "i'm just second place in her heart co'z i'm the minor crush here..." or maybe i'm digging too deep on the subject...
By Anonymous, at 12:07 AM
"if she made a video for his minor crush, which is me by the way, then maybe she made a movie for her major crush...what a lucky guy.."
That made me laugh. XD
By Anonymous, at 1:20 AM
it made me laugh too okashi..^^ hehehe. movie? for the major? ^^ hehehe. made sense..in a funny funny way.
kinight nakakatawa ka. hehehehehe. siguro nga tama ka. hehe. salamat po...pinatawa mo ko. ^^
and uh...the i guess i like you...it has a question mark in the end.
yes, and theres the question mark issue. if he reads "i guess i like you?" then he might answer in his mind: "is that a question or something? what should i answer? yes you guess you like me?" AARRRGGHH!! i dont know what im saying anymore... :(
By Anonymous, at 12:50 AM
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