theyre going to disney sea on sunday. i wanted to go but Mi, fairey, and verena wont be there...if i go, ill be the only non-chinese, non-japanese, non-nihongo-jouzu there...and ill be extremely silent, i'll die. the silence will kill me. :( and to add to that, i have loads of sheets to do, three kanji quizzes to take the following day, three papers to finish...plus its church day. if i have all these reasons, why am i even entertaining the idea of going? haaaay...ill just go there by myself, or probably ask my host sisters to go with me. ^^
hmm...is it just me? or are there other people like me? when i was baptized, they added a maria on my name. maybe every babies baptized in della estrada have maria on their names. but thats weird, then every girl, my age, who goes to that church and was baptized there are named maria? but i never used it because it doesnt go with kathleen. if it was mary, id have considered using it. hmm...mary kathleen? NYAY. then again its not my original birth name.
why does my name have to be soO ordinary? from first grade until i finished high school, there was always another kathleen in my class. why did my parents stopped being creative when they gave birth to me? i mean ate's kitty pie...who else in the world has that name?! and im supposed to be the kitten and shes the cat because she's older than me. hmmmph. it wasnt supposed to be pie...mama wanted to name her kitty faye but she ended up with pie. why didnt she just gave me that name instead? and why didnt she just named me Kaye Elle, since she calls me elle anyway? she calls ate pie, while im elle.
my parents gave me that nickname kL. and they made me believe i have two names: Kath Leen just like ate. until i found out in high school that its just one name after all.
why am i giving too much thought over my name anyway? zZZzzzz. sleeepy.
Kathleen Therese: I always thought I had a unique name :). I love my name. :P
By Anonymous, at 9:50 AM
^^ hmm...Kathleen.kL...hmm you have kathleen too but our name is still special..and unique too, kL is rare..^^ (kuala lumpur...what else?)
maybe i should first start loving the little things about me..my name, etc...before i expect other people to love me ^^
hey katie...aliw, half of your name is the same as mine, we have the same phone, same univ., same course...same nbsb existence..err, thats until you fell. ^^see yah soon!
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How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...