its the sound of the conversations you made up in your head that never happened. its the sound of the pages of your book as you skim through it...as you try in vain to wander in another world. its the sound of his laugh playing in your head, or his voice that you seem to hear everywhere only for you to turn and realize it wasnt him...that it was just your head playing tricks on you. its the sound of your pen as it touches your journal as you try to write your feelings hoping itll ebb away along with the ink in your pen. its the sound of a sad song as it pricks your heart. its the sound of your footsteps on the ground, walking alone. its the sound of your laugh that hides the pain inside...its every little sound... i didnt know hearts make sound when they break, until i stopped and listened.
its every little sound because when your heart breaks....you feel like even the rain is talking to you, crying with you...or the wind, trying to comfort you by sending you a breeze...sometimes its the laugh and sweet whisperings of the couple sitting beside you on the train as if mocking you...or his laugh that shows no sign of pain, no sign that he is affected in anyway...
but mostly, its the sound of your tears rolling down your cheeks...its the sobs...its the sound of your heart catching for breath because you were crying a lot...you almost ran out of it...
its a familiar sound, but not quite...because although youve gone through it before...its always a different sound....
and yes, destruction isn't always as noisy as bombs exploding. Sometimes the ultimate catastrophes are as quiet as a feather falling on the floor of a Zen monastery. No one else can really hear your heart breaking except you...
--> click here for my friend's post's version <--
i hear you...dont worry that sound sounds awfully so familiar to me too..cheer up =)
nung naglagay ako ng comment sa post ng friend ko. i was surprised i could say a lot. tos sabi nya it was beautiful daw...mga sinabi ko..ewan how can something na masakit be beautiful. :(
dear, did I offend you with my comment? I'm sorry... but the way you wove your words was so overwhelmingly true and sincere and delicate and beautiful... :)
By Anonymous, at 2:57 PM
the sound of a heart breaking...it's beutiful because everyone can relate(including me)...in a sad sense...but beautiful nonetheless...it's beautiful...believe me...
katiekate....no you did not offend me. nagwonder lang ako how something sad can be beautiful...diba? parang weird pero totoo. ^^ wag ka worry, hindi moko maooffend, promise ^^
That's a great story. Waiting for more. »
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How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...