im in super-slash- i-feel-like-dancing-any-moment-now attitude when i woke up. maybe because i saw fireworks last night and we stargazed afterwards. i love anything that paints color in the dark night sky.
they went home earlier than i did because i still wanted to walk on the area near the sea, and although i walked alone in the sea of couples, i didnt feel jealous at all. nothing could get me down last night. i thought tito would fetch me with his motor bike because there was no more bus when i reached the station, i insisted its really okay to ride a motor bike even though im wearing a yukata but they made me take the taxi. :( me in a yukata riding a motorbike would have been double super. ^^
and my semi. aaaaw.
^^ its just i was paranoid and i felt like my semi dont like me because i barely participate in class because i just couldnt understand what theyre talking about in japanese and yet yesterday...at my chiisai sayounara party, the girls cried and they dressed me with the yukata they gave me. and even put make-up on my face. you should have seen their faces when they were finished doing their project on me. they looked like proud big sisters. and when i went to leave for hanabi, they watched me leave until i was out of their sight..like after walking a few meters i would look back and see if theyre still there and they were and i would hand signal them to get inside the building but then id walk a few meters again and look back and they still havent left, they were still looking at me.. (:-_-). touched desu.
and sensei said maybe they'll have rein (the next exchange student form my university) in their semi next term...and i was like, hontou!? i just thought maybe they wanted someone who is more nihongo jouzu than me...someone not filipina. am really paranoid am i not?
and the otokonokotachi..^^ hehe. kawaii. they still havent taught me how to play pachinko though. and they said they would. nyay. something came to my mind, cant stop laughing. someone stop me!
its also official: i love my semi classmates but *aaArgh* how i hate my semi class!!! all those words i cant understand!?!?!%&*^@#!! they really cant blame me that i had ippai absences right?!
and and and--!!! i met filipinos on the train to motomachi chukagai!!! it was weird, we were talking like i was part of their barkada since forever. we were too loud inside the train like we were the only people there. hehehe. akala nila japanese ako. ang dami ko ng fans. wala daw taste si #$%@^*& kase napaka cuteness ko daw. imagine nakuwento ko sa kanila yun?! bwuahahaha.
(hehehehe...in random order...^_^)
(hehehehe...in random order...^_^)
How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...