well, my friend, princess sleepy (http://www.princessbedtimestories.blogspot.com/), posted something on her blog about reasons why youre still single and i just thought of examining my prevalent plight based on her reasons...okay here goes...
okay, thats 4 out of 10...not even half...but still does not in anyway increase my probability of being N.B.S.B. no more. *sigh* *N.B.S.B., a filipino jargon for...hehe...tada(!) No Boyfriend Since Birth *_*
1. you expect perfection...
okay maybe i may have this utopian idea of what i would like in a boy (in my previous post), but i never expected anyone to actually be that guy because im not perfect myself. in fact, the guys i ever liked are even way way FAR from being perfect [except maybe for mc and bebep (this guy in first year college)]. i can actually relate to sarah mclachlan's song, stupid, (--> how stupid could i be, a simpleton could see that youre no good for me, but you're the only one i see...love has made me a fool...). coz, well...i have liked guys who seem to only care about The Now. guys who doesnt seem to have any idea what they want their life to be. so no, this couldnt be the reason. i never looked for perfection. in fact i dont look at all, my heart just seem to fall in like without warning and sometimes without any rational reason. (how annoying can our hearts be?!)
2. you kept dating men who are bad for you...
this made me laugh. coz this can never be the suspect of why im still single. this is a bit embarrassing but...err...well, i've never dated all my life. i dont know how that ever happened. i just realized i turned twenty one last month without ever having dated anyone. i never really given it much thought until i realized everyone seemed to have dated at least at one point in their life...ah well, i probably slept too much, while everyone else were having fun. next...
3. you confuse lust for love...
well, neither could this be the suspect. i know i've confused infatuation with love but never lust with love. i honestly dont think i ever lusted anyone (lusted, is there ever such a word?!)
4. hanging out at the wrong place.
finally! but i guess in my case, its hanging out in the wrong planet. gawwd! im in the wrong galaxy!!! (somebody take me to where i belong!!!pretty please!!!)
5. work take up much of your time...
its more like the other way around...i'm all school work because i have nothing else to focus on...*_*
6. your desperation is too obvious.
hmmm, i dont think i have ever been obvious. i dont think anyone would even have guessed i liked mc because im always in i'll-pretend-i-dont-like-mc-i-hope-i'm-not-obvious-i'm-just-faking-i-dont-care mode whenever im around him...oh my! that's why he'll never ever like me...coz i barely talk to him...he must have thought im too mute for him. *sigh*sadness*
7. giving him the wrong vibe...
eerr...guilty? im giving him this impression that i'm this talkative girl around everyone else but mute with him...and that im not interested in him because i'm too in-love with my fave read (at the moment) that when he's a few meter raduis away from me, i seem to be perpetually preoccupied with a book (when in fact, i just look at my book but cant actually have the focus to understand what im looking at because, well..he's there...).
8. youre a stickler for relationship
ah...no? i've never had anything to do with relationships (except family and friendship). relationship and me?--> two very different worlds apart! so next...
9. meeting men is not your priority.
*sigh*...yeah i guess so. it never really occured to me to conduct a go-find-The-ONE project.
10. you're negative about your relationship prospects...
if by that she meant, im pessimistic about the guys i like liking me back. then im guilty. i dont know, no matter how i seem to be okay...i cant help having insecurity attacks.
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How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...