i didnt sleep all night. i did my sakubun all night and im still very much awake until now! what's wrong with me?! my only source of caffeine last night was one can of pepsi and i had two small cups of coffee this morning...that shouldnt be enough to charge me this much energy!!! i mean, for six months that im here in tokyo, this is my first time to not sleep overnight...i always always get at least two hours of sleep...and on my normal days here, when i get loads of sleep...i even have a hardtime waking myself up...but now--no sleep and yet, and i dont like sleeping at all. but im not going to jap. class today though. sleep might tempt me while im in class so id rather stay here and study than go to class and sleep.
...oh well.
sometimes, i dont know how big I am anymore. i know three of my pants wont fit me anymore...and my shirts have become a little bit more tight that they were, but whenever i see pinkuchan, she kept telling me ive become thinner. but when im at school, tanhonsan kept telling me i should stop eating loads coz im getting fatter. even the mirrors wont make up their minds!!! when i look at my reflection at our dining hall, i dont seem that fat. but whenever i walk to the station and back..you know, when you pass by some glass window or whatever while walking and you just involuntarily glance at your reflection on the glass..well, on some reflection im fat, on some, im not. hmmph...which is which?
hmmph.
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How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...