i can only be grateful. because life has blessed me with...life itself. i would often rant about not finding the one...but now i think its unfair to whine about that because there is much more to my life than not being someone's girl. -_-:.
i spent the afternoon today, dancing with wenwen...in my attempt to burn some calories...tighten those flabby arms. it was fun. really fun. we were dancing in my room...actually it was more like, "jumping in my room"...not caring if we look stupid...not caring about anything at all. after dinner, i hang out in her room. did my my homeworks in her room and asked her to help me with my japanese essay and use her word coz my computer doesnt have mic.word. then we watched the drama ive been waiting to see for a loong time now. watched smap on tv. laughed. i had a nap. and because smap made us jealous with sweets they made in the show, wenwen and i decided to raid the nearest supermarket in our dorm for ice cream (at past 11, that is ^_^)!!!
its moments like this that makes me think how lucky i am to be alive. i have nothing else to ask for. i have friends. loads of them. just moments ago when i went out, i have clothes to keep me warm while walking in the middle of a cold cold night. i have spare money to buy an ice cream when i feel like it. i can read the name of our supermarket. i can walk. i can see and look at the beautiful nightsky. i can speak. i can hear wenwen's voice. and now, i can use the internet. i know how to encode. and there's much much much more to my life.
i am soo lucky and it just makes me cry...for all the moments i felt i wasnt blessed enough. it makes me cry for moments i thought the world is being unfair to me. it makes me cry for moments when i thought i didnt get what i deserve. i am soo blessed...and it just overwhelms me. i cant help but cry. im so blessed to be me. and i can only be grateful.
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How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...