just finished watching serendipity (after seeing it for a loong loOong time)...
it just made me want to write...
but the thing is...i dont know...its just that when i started blogging, i used to just jot down my thoughts and feelings without caring. like no one else but myself can ever know what it is. like in the movie "in the mood for love," where if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to the mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole. they cover it with mud and leave the secret there forever. this used to be my hole.
but recently, i met friends...who either read my posts because they can relate to my lamentations or just strangely find it a bit interesting...and then suddenly i find myself putting up this limit on what i could write...suddenly i just felt like i couldnt write the way i do. my hole was gone.
okay i'm crazy. what was i thinking?! this is a blog. of course, people can read or scan it anytime they want without my permission or without my knowing. [and did i just told my close friends to check it out after my excitement about my background music (thanx to shang 4 the b.g. by the way ^_^)?!]...
actually i dont really know what im trying to get at...i just want my hole back. i want to write without any care again. dont get me wrong, i dont want to isolate myself from the entire blogging community and block people from reading my thoughts (because that's not possible)...i guess i just want to say that from now on, i am making this my secret hole again. i will be writing without care like i used to...no more borders...just me, my thoughts, my feelings, all those sometimes empty pointless talks that goes in circle...i dont care...
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How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...