i have a zit on my nose. i wish it doesnt leave a mark when it's gone. and i think im getting heavier and heavier AND HEAVIER each day. why do some people get to eat as much as they want without having trouble fitting in their trousers? aargh...if i can only will my metabolism to cooperate with me. and yesterday, why didnt i get even a single call, text, c-mail, e-mail, or whatever beep on my phone? no one thought about me yesterday...huhuhuhu.
i have nothing to busy myself with at this very hour so instead of dwelling on negative thoughts, im gonna make a list of some of the things that make me happy and smile. here goes...(in no particular order)
*not missing CSI on the telly
*driving. there's nothing like being behind the wheel (with or without heavy traffic).
*driving without hearing mama scream
*listening to my favorite songs
*receiving snail mails
*falling in like (makes me happy, worried, giggly, scared...its a roller coaster)
*typhoons [(back at home) preferrably signal number 2 or 3 coz that means suspension of classes, which further means that i can either sleep all day or be a couch potato ~tv.food.tv.food.tv~ yipi!]
*seeing papa or mama or ate laugh soOo hard...anything that makes them happy makes me twice as happy.
*a long hot shower
*everytime september comes..."-BER" = that means it'll be christmas in no time.
*chatting with ex-UCC. (I swear he's funny)
*chocolate and ice cream
*wearing newly washed pjs
*swinging on swings
*climbing trees
*sleeping on newly changed bedsheets
*walking barefoot on the grass
*receiving little surprises...like thoughtful little letters from friends
*going to mcdo
*pigging out on my favorite unhealthy treats
*pouring out my thoughts and feelings on my journals
*playing that jose mari chan christmas record on a summer day
*acquiring a new music box (lalu na pagbigay lang. hehehe!)
*listening to my music box
*eating polvoron
*playing in the snow (ang saya pala!)
*beach, or swimming pool...even just the thought of going there makes me happy...(langoy langoy langoy!)
*talking to someone in a secret language only the two of you knows (like talking in tagalog in tokyo)
*dressing up or trying out clothes. (a few years ago, me and two of my friends used to hang out in different fitting rooms of this mall, trying out clothes we'll never ever wear in real life and taking pictures, all just for fun)
*time alone
*warm bed and beddings especially on winter
*playing silly games
...im sure there's still more...think.think.think
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How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...