im such a hopeless romantic...no let me rephrase that--i'm superstitious and helplessly hopeless romantic...reason why i love movies like serendipity, sweet november...
i believe in signs, in soulmates, in fortunate accidents, in fate...i believe everything happens for a perfect reason. like in serendipity, i used to believe that life is not merely a series of meaningless accidents or coincidences but rather a tapestry of events that ends in an exquisite and sublime plan. that someone out there is destined to be with me. and when the universe finally reveals him to me, everything will be alright and i will find that it was worth all those years of waiting. i used to believe that. but recently the waiting felt more tiring and seemingly never-ending. it felt like this would go on forever. what could possibly be wrong with me? why have all the guys i ever liked, never returned my feelings?...even if they did like me back, was i not special enough for them to risk walking up to me?
in the movie, sarah said something like "it was a million and a half hours ago...this guy i dont even remember except for this vague picture inside my head. it was only a few seconds, a fragment really, but it was like in that moment, the whole universe existed just to bring us together"...and it made me cry. i dont know. maybe because im half jealous and half happy that for some people it actually happens. and sad too that, i canNOT foresee any possibility of such kind of thing happening to me in the near future (neither in the distant distant future).
im afraid that there actually is a thing called fate...but that it only works for some people...sadly though, it has forgotten me. that all this time i just let things happen...just waiting for the stars to align itself for me, only to find in the end that im waiting in vain because it never will. that all this time, i just stood there, did nothing, and let him slip away because i left my chances to fate.
i let him slip away. and this other 'him' now, im afraid i might let him slip away too. im afraid im not brave enough to take the risk that will make him stay. this is just all new to me. i cant imagine myself doing it. why cant just fate work its magic on me?! why cant i just wait...while everything take its course? i know...i promised no more mc talk. i cant help it.
just remember our conversation last night. You have what it takes i know you do. Don't let him slip away without possibly knowing if it may have worked or not. Take care falling star.
hi falling star! i feel for that serendipity thing too... i hoped that mochaccino felt something (maybe the same torment i went through) when we saw each other last friday but i seriously doubt it. bahala na.
cheers!
-broken wings aka ..
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How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...