kaya sumayaw ako at nagtatalon sa room ko so i could burn some fats. laki na tummy at binti ko e. i swear im getting fat. aaargh.
pero recently ang gulo talaga ng utak ko. ewan. feeling ko ang layu layo ko na kay Lord at mas lumalayo pa as days pass by. kaya after ko sayaw, inopen ko door ng veranda ko para magpahangin, tingnan yung labas habang nakikinig ng praise songs sa yahoo, at try na makipag-usap ulit sa Kanya. tagal ko na hindi pray e.
tos ewan. hindi talaga pwedeng kausapin ko si God na hindi ko siya minimention e. ewan ko ba...gustung-gusto ko siya. sobra ko syang like. pag nalaman ko nga na may like syang iba, iiyak ako ng madaming madami. malulungkot talaga ako. pero hindi ko naman masabi sa kanya. siguro mapride lang ako, o ilusyonada o ewan..pero sana naman kung magkakaroon ako sana kahit papaano pinaghirapan naman nya ako.... gusto ko ma-hug nya ko someday. gusto ko someday makaholding hands ko siya. gusto ko someday makangiti kami sa isat-isa knowing na we have each other...siya nga background display ng pc ko e. kase gusto ko masanay ako na tinitingnan siya para hindi nako maiilang pag andyan siya. sabi ni ate its now or never daw. nakakalungkot kase alam ko naman na meant kaming maghiwalay after a few months pero hindi ko pa din kayang itry na maging closer sa kanya habang andyan pa sya. kase everytime i do, something goes wrong. minsan feeling ko i have reasons to believe na gusto din nya ko. pero siguro hindi tulad ng pagkalike ko sa kanya. hindi naman siguro sya umiiyak at around 3 am in the morning praying and thinking about me, tulad ng ginagawa ko ngayon no? alam ko hindi lahat ng gusto ko, i deserve to have...pero sana pag-isipan syang mabuti ni Lord.
after ko siyang ikuwento kay Lord. naiyak ulit ako at natuwa kase yung next song na nagplay is "God will make a way"...
(kelangan tagalog kase di nila dapat malaman na like ko siya ng ganito..)
*nung isang araw...binisita ako ng friend ko sa room ko tos wala..habang nag-uusap kami, natanong nya kung gusto ko pa si _ . _., tos ewan i cant say i do. sabi ko lang i think so. buti na lang hindi ko mininimize yung internet windows, kung hindi nakita sana nya na si _._. ang background image ng pc ko. dati kase ayaw ko siyang display kase feeling ko nakatingin sya sakin kahit anong gawin ko sa room pero ngayon medyo i dont mind na...gusto ko lang talagang masanay na nakikita siya. haaaaay. silly me*
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How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...