i was studying for a philo exam when my cellphone rang at 9pm. it was him. i answered it and asked why he called. he told me he's got something important to tell me. he then told me he likes me and that he feels really sad that i am away. i was dumbfounded. the words that i was hoping he would tell me for the past several years is now spoken to me. by the very man that didn't talk to me up until a couple of weeks ago. something is not right. i wish this never happens to me. its probably one of the worst feelings one could ever go through, to lose someone not because of the lack of feelings but because of the lack of courage. to know that you have both loved each other but could never be because its too late. it would hurt like hell especially when all those time that you were loving the person, he has made you believe he doesnt care a thing about you...and it pained you all those times. it hurts to lose something you have always wished to have, then find out later that you had it after all...you just didnt know. it hurts to wonder what could have been and realize that you will never know....
we talked for hours. i kept asking him why and why just now. i was already seeing someone else. i cried. i just can't let go of that someone just easily, for him. i told him he had me since i was in the first grade and now that i was a freshman in college, he would tell me that he loves me but it was only then when he realized. when he saw me get on that bus. i kept on blaming him. i was there all the time. he never saw me. he never talked to me and then he'd tell me that he loves me? where's the sense in that? ~~ate yohwee
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How to make a Falling Star |
Ingredients: 1/2 cup of naivety 3/4 cup of laughter 1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!* |
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...
in the movie "in the mood for love," if someone had a secret they didnt want to share, they go up to a mountain, find a tree, carve a hole in it and whisper the secret into the hole...then they cover it with mud, leaving the secret there forever...
this is my hole...