some people want to enter into a relationship to fill an emptiness, some because they think it will complete their lives, or because they think it will give them the happiness they couldnt find in other places. am i one of those people? do i want to be in a relationship only because i think im missing something that others have? do i think The One is just a...filler?
i suddenly dont know why i wanted to be attached. i admit i may be one of those people. i feel theres a big something missing in my life and i was thinking that if only i have it...it would patch things up and everything will be okay. but theres really no way i could tell, could i? i have to be in one to know im wrong.
they say that if the only reason you want to be in a relationship is to be complete or to find happiness, then youre looking in a wrong place because you will never find it there or rather, you shouldnt be expecting that from a relationship. another person's presence should not be a measure of your completeness or happiness. you should be able to find that yourself, because more often than not, relationships are fragile...they might last but they are very much capable of breaking too. and if you enter into a relationship incomplete and unhappy and only depending on the other person to fill whats missing...they might heal you for a while but when theyre gone, its possible theyd leave you more incomplete and unhappy than ever. thats when things go very wrong.
but you see...its not about filling an emptiness. i uhm...i wanna wake up every morning, smiling, knowing id see someone special that day and knowing that that someone is also happy thinking about seeing me. i wanna hold hands with someone who i like and who likes me back and who likes holding my hands too. that ive never ever done yet. i am secure by myself...i could walk by myself at midnight knowing i could take care of myself well...but i wanna be with someone who would make me feel like i need not take care of myself all the time because he will be there to do my job for me. that with him, i am safe. i know its too weakling-ish a thought but wouldnt it be nice if i am my favorite guy's girl?
no. i dont think The One is a filler...he's more like the jam on my bread. i guess its like this, i could live with a buttered bread and id still be happy...but wouldnt it be a lot nicer and sweeter if there was a strawberry/blueberry jam on top of it?
love yah sis!!!!!
u know what, even though i don't get to msg u often, doesn't mean i don't miss u...ur that kind of friend hu i know i'll have forever...i came across ur blog just now..(grabe...i'm rili not a tekkie person, so i feel like checking my mail,like once a month.haha)
dont be too sad bout not graduating yet...same naman tayo eh:)im a bit worried nga now coz our dept.offers limited subjects only!!!!grrrrr.
hay...ingat lagi! mwah:) may online journ din ako...pero it's not worth mentioning, kasi nga...mejo walang laman.haha.
cyah soon.love yah!
By 11:51 AM, at
ruthie dearie!!! gaawwdd i miss you too!!! graduate na sila john and janice...and us...well its okay coz were together naman. i miss you bunch!! we have to hang out when i come home. when are you leaving? we have to meet, i ahvent seen you for ages. love you sis!!!
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|How to make a Falling Star|
1/2 cup of naivety
3/4 cup of laughter
1/4 cup & 1 tsp. of insecurity
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness. Sprinkle a bit of craziness (it's not complete without that!). Serve chilled with a smile. And recently, i discovered that if you add a pinch of faith, it'll be a lot better. Yum!*Do not overindulge!*
When i lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that i loved you but you will never be loved again the way that i did...
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury, failures, love lost, memories of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of one's soul. without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable but uttery pointless...
do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, it is because we are different that each of us is special...
do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. by living your life, one day at a time, you live all the days of your life...
do not be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking risks that we learn how to be brave...
do not run through life so fast that you forget, not only where you have been, but also where you are going...
Humankind get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again...
We cannot make anyone love us. All we can do is let ourselves be loved.
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive." - Eleonora Duse
"This is courage...to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends." - Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark." - George Iles
The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.
Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, then its not the end.
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Men are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible...
Its amazing the things you realize when you lose someone; you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for grantd the days doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken at anytime in our lives, but we always wait until theyre gone to say the things we never had the courage to before
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along...